12/9/2024 Almost a year since that entry

I just found this piece of paper from almost a year ago. The sad fact it brought was that I'm still stuck in this same loop, and I have never found my out so far.

Always stuck in this dilemma of; do I focus on making money? Or developing myself and sharpening my skills.

The easy answer could be; you need to do both. But, from experience, that hasn't been always easy + I've always struggled with indecision. Making a decision to me has become a nightmare I believe.

When I saw this, I felt like I'm still stuck with this same question: what shall I do now?

I don't feel good about that right now!